Food Vs Fashion ( my boyfriend is making me fat!)

So being slim isn't everything. But I think most women will admit that when they are at a lower weight, they feel more confident and clothes generally look and feel better. I've been a size ten for as long as I can remember, and I'm happy with that. Although I'd rather be a size 8-10 than the 10-12 I seem to be at the moment.

I have one problem. I LOVE FOOD. this will never change, and it is emphasised by the fact my boyfriend is a chef. It's hard to diet when he's so lovely and cooks such nice things for me. Our life is basically cooking together, going out for meals and trying new things. if I had it my way and wasn't earning minimum wage I would eat out every single night.

After a few days of indulging and consequently not feeling my best, I always see articles on victoria secret models on the daily mail online. so pin them up on my fridge to motivate myself but it never works. Size zero is repulsive, but I think clothes look far better on me when i'm smaller.

I couldn't say whether I love food or clothes more but all I know is I would KILL to look like this in my bikini this summer. Best get my running shoes on...